Tuesday, March 31, 2009

March 31, 2009

Well, here we are, the very end of March. April starts this week. I've always loved April...not only for the fact that it's the month of my birthday, but also because it signifies the nearing end of the school year! There's a general excitement in the air knowing that soon we'll be getting ready for a two month vacation from school! Often Easter, my favorite holiday, is also during the month of April. So, as you can see there is much to look forward to!

This past weekend was an encouraging weekend at church! Thank you for your continued prayers on our behalf. Praise God for the work He is doing in and through our little church. On Saturday night, the youth group took a trip to a nearby park in order to pass out tracts and share a time of fellowship by eating ice cream. There turned out to be 10 of us that went! Praise the Lord for that! It was the largest group we've had in a long time...the best part for me was that there were 6 females including myself! I was doing the driving so I needed to go and many times on Saturday I really prayed that I wouldn't be the only female going. It was such an answer to prayer for me! On Sunday too there was a good turnout of people, both in the morning and in the evening. All in all, I was very encouraged by that!

I also have some other news to share with you along with a prayer request. This summer, in July, the woman I am renting the house from will be returning from the states. That will mean that I will be without house or truck. There are many concerns about where I can feel safe living, as a single woman, which has caused some stress at least for me. However, the praise side of it is that it appears that God has provided a roommate!!! I'm super excited about that possibility! A friend of mine, Sandra Jaldin, is a Bolivian doctor who has worked quite extensively with SAM's Ayeore ministry. She just returned from living in the states for about a year where she was part of a program to work on her residency. Unfortunately, due to funding, the program was cancelled, and she had to return to Bolivia. She now plans to do her residency here, although she won't be able to start until next year. In the meantime she will begin working with the Ayeore ministry again as well as in some additional ministries. She is living with her family right now, as is customary for Bolivian singles, but plans to move into a house with me in July. It will be good for her, not only to allow her to keep up the English she learned while in the states, but also to allow her time to study for her residency when needed. I don't think I could have chosen a better friend to live with...fortunately, God worked that one out for me! Please pray for us as we begin looking for a house that will be in a convenient location for both of our ministries as well as in a safe neighborhood for two single women to live.

Thank you so much for your prayer not only in difficult times, but for also joining me in praising the Lord for the blessings He provides!

Monday, March 23, 2009

March 23, 2009

Well...it has been a couple of weeks since my last up-date. At that time, I mentioned feeling a bit under the weather, but I thought I was on the mend...little did I know. I ended up spending the rest of that week and weekend at home, in bed...and also enjoyed a quick trip (actually about 5 hours) to the doctor where I was administered two bags of IV fluid because I was so dehydrated. Fortunately, by the time that I went to the doctor, most of the dengue virus had left my system so once I was a bit more hydrated, I was able to go home and began to feel much better.

Last week I was able to get back into much of my routine, however, I continued to take it easy as I was warned of a relapse if I jumped into too many activities too quickly. So, I tried to get the rest that my body needed while I continued to minister at the school and at church (when possible).

This past weekend proved to be a busy time for me! Thank you so much for continuing to pray for my church. God is using your prayers to strengthen us in many ways...although it is a slow process. On Saturday afternoon, my friend Marcos and I led the children's program. About 20 children came, which is considerably more than we have had for over a month. I was greatly encouraged by this attendance. Saturday night, we had a dinner and special program to honor the fathers in the church (since March 19 was Father's Day in Bolivia). Again, there was a pretty good turnout...about 30 people total...which included most of the core families and singles. It was an excellent time of much needed fellowship. After talking to the pastor and youth leaders...it looks like we're going to wait and begin dividing the youth group into two groups (guys and girls), after Easter. I think we are going to hold the first meeting on April 18. Given that that is my birthday...I'm praying that it will be a good way to start the program...since we can plan the first meeting as my birthday party and I can organize a few activities during that time. Please continue to pray for this first meeting...primarily that the girls will come and that they will come with a desire to truly learn/be a part of this group.

Well, I guess that's about it for this week! Thank you so much for your prayers concerning my health as well as my ministry here...it means so much to me to be lifted up before the Lord in this way! Blessings to each one of you!

Monday, March 9, 2009

March 9, 2009

Greetings once again from sunny Santa Cruz! On Saturday, we had a city-wide cleanup day here...it was used like a paro or a strike in that no one was supposed to leave their homes unless they could walk to wherever they were going. There was no public or private transportation allowed on the roads. The purpose of the cleanup day was to get rid of unwanted trash and standing water that may be harboring mosquitoes...it's all part of the fight against the spread of dengue (the mosquito spread disease that's currently running rampant). Ironically, I started showing signs of having dengue myself on Friday night...fortunately, it appears to have been only a mild case and I am well on the mend! I spent most of Saturday and Sunday in bed or watching movies...with a fever, achiness, headache, etc. Tylenol helped with the fever and pain so I was thankful for that! I say it was only a mild case, because I never developed any of the additional signs such as upset stomach which leads to dehydration. I came to school for a couple of hours today, but I made arrangements for someone else to teach my CIET class tonight so that I could rest this afternoon/evening. One of the dangers, so I've been told, is that people start to feel better and jump back into their activities too quickly causing a relapse much worse than the initial attack! I don't want that to happen in my case, so I'm trying to be diligent about resting as much as I can!

Since I didn't go to church yesterday, I don't have much to report about that situation...please continue to pray for that congregation!

Yesterday, Kate Bove, a college student from the states came to stay with me for a couple of days so that she could see the school. She is an education major and would like to look into teaching abroad for a year or so when she graduates in May. She is here in Bolivia with a work team working outside of the city...a friend of mine who is working with the team called to see if she could come to the school for a bit with me. It is nice having her here and lots of fun to get to show her around a bit!

I guess that's all the news for this week! Thank you so much for your fervent prayers!

Monday, March 2, 2009

March 2, 2009

Boy does time fly when you're having fun! It's hard to believe that we're already into March! WOW! Last night I was thinking about the information that I wanted to include in this up-date and feeling a strong need to request prayer for my church...so I decided to focus this up-date on just that. I know I've mentioned a few things from time to time, but I decided to fill you in on some specific prayer requests.

I guess the short of it is that I find it discouraging how our numbers have slacked off so drastically. At the Thursday prayer meeting there were about 5 people...at our Saturday kids club that we have each week, there were only about 10 children this past weekend (a third of what we normally have)...at the youth group meeting on Saturday night, I was the only girl and there were not more than 4 guys (this becoming a regular occurrence). It has become common for most people to come regularly on Sunday morning...but then we don't see them anymore the rest of the week...not in small groups, prayer meetings, children's ministry, youth group, etc. This was not the case before...it has become more of a problem in the last couple of months. Some people have very good reasons for not being there...health, travelling, etc. The HAuse family and Heather Mickelson continue to be in the states on home ministry assignment so their absence is felt as well. Of course, there is also the situation with the couple in the youth group who got pregnant...they're married now, but this situation has affected them and their families greatly.

It isn't just attendance that seems down...it's participation, workers, excitement, etc. All of that seems lower than it has been. I find it sad and difficult. Even for me, going to church doesn't always have the same joy that it did before...I go now more out of a sense of obligation than a desire to be there.

On Sunday morning, our pastor gave a short lecture about the importance of being active in church ministry, more than just on Sunday mornings, something that was very difficult for him to have to say...but on Sunday night we had a good size group, bigger than we've had in awhile (ironically some of them weren't even there to hear the lecture in the morning...I guess God just knew we needed the encouragement of worshipping with them again)!

My pastor and I talked several weeks ago, about dividing the youth group into two groups (guys and girls) in order to address some topics/themes which are gender specific. However, it has seemed that basically since we had that conversation, there really haven't been any girls...so we have continued to put it off...not sure what to do. This weekend one of the girls approached me and asked me when we were going to start dividing into groups...I basically told her that I didn't know since right now if we divided I'd be in a class by myself. After that we called all the girls together and had a quick talk. Some of them weren't aware of this plan to split. Others said they had friends who wanted to come, but wanted to start coming when we actually divided, etc. So, I encouraged the girls to come for the next couple of weeks...since plans have already been made for those youth group meetings, but after that on March 21, we will have our first divided meeting. There is a new woman in her upper 20s who has started coming to our church, she is also interested in coming to the youth group meetings. Her name is America, she is a psychologist and has given some talks in other churches about dating and relationships (which are some of the topics that we plan to cover), so she has agreed to work with me on planning the activities and lessons. I am encouraged by her interest in serving with me as well as looking forward to developing our friendship more.

Personally, I would also like to invest more in the lives of certain women/youth in the church, but quite honestly, that takes a large time commitment. With my responsibilities at school and CIET, I find it hard to invest the amount of time that is truly needed. Please pray, not only for our church, but also for me as I seek ways to reach out to these women...that God will not only encourage me through it, but that He will minister to them as well through me.

Last weekend's Carnaval days were wonderfully relaxing and refreshing! Praise the Lord for the renewed strength that He's given me...I'm going to need it this week with all the activities going on! Thank you so much for your support and prayers...they really mean a great deal to me!

Monday, February 23, 2009

CARNAVAL!

As I write this up-date, I find myself locked in my house, trying to avoid the worldly effects of Carnaval! Typically, for this long weekend, I join my church along with other churches in going to camp or campamento as it is called here. This year, however, I decided not to go. It really wasn't a difficult decision to make initially since my church was planning to travel to a town which is about a 10 hour train ride from Santa Cruz. Due to the fact that I have to be back at school on Wednesday morning and many of them weren't returning until Tuesday night (arriving here Wednesday morning), I decided not to go. Then, they were unable to get train tickets for the whole group so they joined another church in going to a camp only a couple of hours from here. I toyed with the idea of going, but I had so many things that I had hoped to accomplish while here in my house, not to mention that after the busy week I had last week, I just really thought I could use the rest!

Carnaval in Santa Cruz...
The two biggest threats in being out and about during this time of the year are the drunks and the water balloons. I think people being drunk whether they're walking in the street or driving a car, needs no further explanation of the dangers that can occur. However, water balloons/squirt guns may seem to be an odd form of threat. Let me explain that after a couple of days of using water, it appears that people begin to get a bit bored and choose to be somewhat adventurous in the types of amunition that they are using. This means that water balloons begin to be filled with dirty water, car oil, paint, rocks, ice, etc., which obviously begins to pose a much larger threat. Therefore, most people advised that I could go about on Saturday and Sunday as I wished with some caution, but on Monday and Tuesday, I should plan to stay home. I don't need to be warned twice of such matters...so I have a stack of paperwork awaiting me, several books to read, and a pile of movies for when I need a bit of a break!

CIET board meeting...
You may remember that I asked for prayer concerning the CIET board meeting that we had last Tuesday night. Thank you so much for your prayers, I definitely felt them as God granted me the wisdom to understand some changes that the rest of the board wanted to put into place which I knew SAM wouldn't approve of at this time. He then gave me the strength to voice my concern in making that change. He also helped me to realize that in this male dominated culture, it is going to be very difficult if not impossible for two women to voice the concerns of SAM and have their concerns legitimately heard...in addition to the struggles that we have already been having. This primarily will pose a problem when we hold meetings in order to write the bylaws for CIET which have not yet been written. Therefore, I plan to talk to the SAM field leadership and request that they replace my position on the board for a MALE representative of the mission...at least for the meetings designed to write the bylaws. Please continue to pray for wisdom and strength as this is a battle not yet won.

Well, I think that's about it for this week! Not too many exciting things to share. More than anything, I would like to express my gratitude for all of your faithful support and constant prayers! It means so much to me to have your support in this way! Thank you!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

February 15, 2009

Happy Belated Valentine's Day to all of you! I hope you enjoyed the day celebrating with those you love! I had fun delivering a few "Valentines" this weekend, although it wasn't Valentine's Day here...it still was fun to spread a bit of joy!

As I write this up-date, it is actually Sunday night...typically I up-date my blog on Monday mornings since I don't have to go into school until late morning, however, the PreK teacher has dengue (a rather serious illness spread by mosquitoes...it has been running rampant in Bolivia for about the last month so I've known a lot of people to get very sick from the disease) and needed someone to substitute for her tomorrow. So, I'll be doing that until about noon then finishing up a couple of my own students, then I have basketball practice after school. Since tomorrow is Monday and the new semester has also started up in CIET, I'll be there teaching classes from about 7:15-8:30pm. As you can see, it will be a busy day so I thought I should go ahead and up-date my blog before going to bed tonight.


I will confess, this may be a rather short entry. Saturday night, there was a wedding at my church with the reception afterwards...typical Bolivian wedding...I got to get all dressed up...the reception included dinner at about 10:00pm or so plus cake sometime after that and loud music in between...no, I didn't catch the bouquet (much to the chagrin of several of my friends from church...hee hee)...I was taxi driver to an older couple (parents of the groom) and a friend of theirs so fortunately we left "early" at about midnight or so...but by the time I took them home and then got home myself, it was after 1:00am. Of course, I still had a few things that I wanted to take care of around the house, plus I was a little wired after the wedding, so it was about 3:00am before I went to bed. Needless to say, my Sunday afternoon nap wasn't quite enough to recover from that. All in all, the wedding was beautiful and I think everyone seemed to enjoy themselves.



Do you ever have one of those Sundays when you go to church and get the feeling that the pastor preached both sermons specifically for you? Well, today was one of those days for me. This morning he used the example of David and Goliath and how we all have giants that we face on a regular basis...he chose three giants specifically: loneliness, inferiority, and the battle to forgive ourselves for things of our past. All three of these are a struggle for me as I'm sure they are for many other people...but the first two are particular struggles for me on the mission field. The pastor used Paul as an example in helping us learn how we can combat these giants as David did Goliath. It was an excellent sermon...but one that's so hard for me to put into practice...it's much easier to hear something than it is to actually believe and live it out! This evening's sermon was from 1 Kings 19 (the first 7 verses) when God sent an angel to Elijah. Elijah was extremely depressed, wishing he were dead, so after falling asleep for some time (getting much needed rest), God sent an angel to him with food and water, then allowed him more rest, and sent him more food and water...giving him strength and encouragement when he needed it most. The part that struck me a great deal this evening, was that in the afternoon I toyed with the idea of staying home from church. I didn't need to play on the worship team so I had no specific role, I was tired, feeling discouraged, feeling lonely, etc. Basically, I didn't want to go. I decided to take a nap (knowing that was the root of my problem) and only set one alarm. When I'm really tired, that's not usually enough to wake me up. So, I said a little prayer...not always the best to make bets with God, but I said that if He really wanted me at church tonight, then he was going to have to wake me up with this ONE alarm. Of course...He did! He had quite the struggle to wake me up...several times I think He tried, until finally I remembered my promise and decided to get up. Levantate y come (Get up and eat)...the angel's words for Elijah and God's words for me today...Get up and be fed by my Word...let it encourage and rejuvenate you! Oh, and that it did!

The last thing I wanted to share with you is that on Tuesday night I have a CIET board meeting...you may remember a couple of weeks ago I shared how difficult that was for me so I would appreciate your prayers this week, particularly on Tuesday night...as well as in general...this will be a busy week and I expect that I'll be tired...which is often when my giants of loneliness and inferiority attack...pray that God will help me to defeat them with one stone in my sling! Thank you so much for your prayers and friendships! You are such a blessing to me!

Monday, February 9, 2009

February 9, 2008

Well, as usual time tends to fly on by and we're already into the second week of February! I really only have a couple of little things to report, I guess you could say that last week was rather uneventful!

First of all, I may have mentioned before that I serve on the board for CIET (the Bible Institute that SAM supports). This is a new role for me and basically temporary until others who typically serve on the board return from furlough later this year. There is one other SAM missionary who serves on the board of 6 people with me. Anyway, this is a difficult role for me for several reasons. The Spanish vocabulary used during these meetings is more advanced than I am accustomed to in my interactions with people at church and in the community. This in and of itself, is a challenge because I need to work much harder to understand what's going on and still there are many things I apparently miss. Also, my fellow SAM missionary and I both have similar personalities...neither of us are confrontational...and there are a couple of men on the board who have started making suggestions for things that SAM does not think would be wise for CIET. Therefore, as the SAM representatives, we're basically expected to watch out for those things and voice SAM's concerns. Again...when you're struggling to understand what's going on in a meeting it's difficult to add more things to be watching for. The other SAM missionary's Spanish is very good and she's served on the board for quite some time so she understands what's going on. However, she's also the secretary so it's hard for her to be typing in Spanish, taking notes, thinking about what others are saying, having her own thoughts, and then trying to voice any of those concerns. So, if you would just pray for wisdom to do what's best for CIET as well as strength to voice our concerns when necessary!

The second thing I wanted to tell you about this week concerns the Jr High Camp and Sr High Camp that the kids at school take each year. Last week, Wednesday through Friday, the Jr High students were gone to camp. Based on all that I have heard things went very well, no one got hurt, and it was a very fruitful time, so please join us in praising the Lord for that! This week, starting today and going through Friday, is Sr. High Camp. There is a speaker and others who have come down from the states to lead the services. The chaplain for the jr. high and sr. high groups organizes these camps and some teachers go as chaperones. I am not going as a chaperone this year, however, Bill and Bev Smith (fellow SAM missionaries and good friends of mine) are going as cooks for the week. Their oldest son will be with them at camp, but they have two younger children who will be staying behind, Benji (3rd grade) and Jessica (8th grade). I will be staying with them at their house this week to look after them...it's a chance for me to fulfill the role of Aunt Laura! Anyway, please join us in praying for camp this week...that God will bless that time, that students will come to a greater understanding of who He is and that He will draw them unto Himself in a closer way, that the teachers/speaker/others will have the strength they need to get through the week...also for those of us not going to camp, that we'll be able to fill in the holes left by the missing teachers for the week, that the kids in the Smith home and I will be kept safe this week and enjoy each others company, etc. Thank you for praying for these things this week!

Well, I have lots to do, so I guess I better get my day started! Blessings to each of you!